you learn who your friends are. I wonder what I would be like if I had a friend who was a laid up for as long as I have been ...
It's interesting even the parents dont' know what to make of my mental state. There are times in the day, moments when I consider the options at hand. I am a fighter, someone who usually comes out on top. Yet, lately I dont have the energy to deal with anything.
I watch as my roommate walks around the apt as though I didnt' exist. She makes her plans and doesn't include me as she knows I'm not capable of joining her.
I wonder if Mike will miss me when I'm gone? do you think he thinks about anyone other than himself during the waking hours of the day? Sure he does, but only how they impact him, how he gains or loses if they are not in his life. He doesn't get it. IT being living.
I almost feel sorry for him for that flaw.
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