4.05.2007

Pillars & Shadows

I'm feeling overwhelmed as piles appear around me and yet I have no drive to do anything with them. I watch the pigeons outside the window and wonder what it feels like to have the wind boost you up like that far above the ground. The sky is mainly overcast today and small hints of blue peek out behind the whisping ends of the clouds. Off in the distance the gray cover envelops the whole sky and it flows into infinity.

When you have nothing to keep you busy you start to worry and focus on things that really don't matter in your life. You overanalyze everything and critize yourself for not being better or doing more or standing up for this or not moving on that...

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