stepping blocks

He has no idea the contempt I have towards him for the major contribution he has made to my set back. He takes no responsibiltiy for it at all. The guilt is all over the flowers and food he brought. I tasted it when he made me lunch. The aching in my knee and the pain that takes my breath away is my punishment for keeping him in my life. and to make the matter heavier.. He has never once apologized for his contribution to this. I nearly threw up in his lap when he said he was so honored that I stood up for him in front of another. H e is really that overcome with himself that is all he can say. He isn't sorry, just honored. I think his picture is listed under one of the disorders here: dsm an