Lately I think to myself, what am I going to do to get up and out of this rut that I've fallen into? Time ticks by and I am lossing more days. I feel so unproductive.
I have been thinking about B as of late, I wonder if he is really getting married...he could be married already....anything is possible. I don't know who I feel more sorry for, him or her.... Maybe him...poor guy. He settled. After all the pontificating and declaration, he settles.
Geez, I think I would rather be alone, how bad can alone be? I've been alone before. Yes, it's difficult its the little things that do matter. Like emptying the dish washer unprompted. Wow.....
I suppose at some point there has to be a moment when you think about aging and your life in the future. Do I see myself wanting to share myself with someone who equally wants to share themselves with me. I do see myself that way and wonder how we will work out all the details. How do you keep things fresh... how do you overcome the ruts, and moments of confusion and doubt?
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shaken and not stirred :: There takes a great amount of diligence in the craft of being graceful and wise.
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