Reservations

and lots of them. It's only a matter of time. I can see it already, this too will crash into the dirt. There used to be excitement and anticipation, now words are conveniently and strategically spoken. Funny how someone's attention span is so short. I'm glad I enjoyed it while it lasted. I suppose I knew all along in the back of my mind. Not as comforting in terms of intimacy but I still have my friends and my family, I will muddle through this somehow.....I always do.