Exposure brings the hard reality that it really hurts to let yourself feel...
I just don't want to let another missed opportunity get away.
It's over now... it was fast and furious. The lights were brighter and there was hope in my voice. I was hopeful. I was misinformed, I interrepated things far differently than they really were. I lost my ability to remain objectionable. I lost my ability to stay in control.
It's my drinking that pushed me over the edge. I might have been able to remain in control but there was too much alchol in my system, that coupled w/ my nerves and emotions and I lost it. I pushed him right away, just like I had subconsciously planned to do all along.
When ever will I learn?
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