riding the rollers

feeling nauseous today. This medication has me in a trance, like I am being held captive in my own body. My mind is working but my muscles and bones are not functioning.

Perhaps there is really nothing physically wrong with me at all, and all of this is a result of my mind, my brain that is malfunctioning....

all tucked in

I felt like I should have been wrapped in saran wrap. My thinking is cloudy and I can barely breath in here anymore. I walk back and forth on my recently cleaned, but still grossly stained carpets and all I can bring myself to think of is when,. a date, the time, a day, when I did not feel like a 200lb conch...