well that is about it. i knew this would happen. after all this time, i finally go out for some fun, sure listen to your friends, let loose,have a little fun. and what happens? the most ridiculous thing fathimable. sure it was a wine party and people drank well lots of wine. there was lots of wine, i smuggled in four bottles of some premo stuff that we picked up on the way, threw down the purse and coat and grabbed a glass. drink away...i hid the premo stuff behind the cookie jar, i managed to finish that off with a little help from a friend, and before long it was after midnight. Off to McSwiggans, thank goodness it was only right down the street, certainly i was in no condition to be driving.
McSwiggans was smoky and when I entered through the doorway the haze that for the last four hours I had managed to shed, wrapped itself around me again. certainly whomever, who ever said no matter where you go there are was right. I carry with me the pain and saddness of a widow nowadays.